This guy is like the person I'll end up marrying except my husband won't be this honest about the fact that he's insane:
Not exactly Russell Crowe in one of the movies like Gladiator where women find him super manly and sexy and irresistible. More like in A Perfect Mind where he is all fucked up and crazy and needy but also a mega-genius. I'm more like that.
I will marry and make babies with a sweet woman who is honest and caring and patient and can deal with that.